murky morning fall fields. 30 september 2014.
current gender: disturbed by the implications of transhumanism.
A lifetime’s worth of dreams tonight. I built/created some sort of large building with massive amounts of rooms, all painted white, large & small. Each room had some sort of emotion, or story, or idea associated with it. I only remember being in several of them, but I know I spent time in them all.
In one I was an actor in some kind of production. My costar was a girl my age I didn’t recognize, with long light brown hair and freckles. Over time (the way dreams do), the show became real. I was aware of a lot of time passing, but I only recall short sections. In one were were in the bakery section of a grocery store, during the winter. We were running around and picking strange stuff up and joking about buying it. Every now and then we would hug. This was a lot of fun, and we giggled a lot about all the really weird stuff we found in this grocery store.
Eventually, we decided to buy a shovel and 3 pieces of some metal things that looked like fence. Before we left the girl noticed another guy my age (who kinda looked like me) who used his feet to flip a couple metal objects onto a magnetic bar in a flashy and very cool way. I began to feel jealous, but almost immediately she happily came with me to the cashier where we paid for our stuff.
After this I was transported to a different room in the mall (which I have now forgotten.)
another skateboard! #art #skate #ottawa
I’ve been using old skateboards for canvas! （＾_＾） #art #skate #ottawa
i’ve been feeling tired and shitty lately, so i really cleaned my room, threw out the trash, showered, and actually meditated before class this morning and now I feel like my punch could shatter the sun!